Hanging in there
Posted by Rebecca Tue, 18 Sep 2007 01:54:00 GMT
The next 6 months of my life will be…interesting.
This is because I’m facing a ridiculous amount of lifestyle changes.
First, I’m working on being disciplined in some areas of my life that really need it. It will be painful, there will be a schedule, and consequences, and I’ll hate it, but I have to put myself on this regimen because like I said, there are some things that really need to change.
The schedule, when I’ve finished tweaking it, will be pretty rigid, which will require a lot of sacrifices on my part, including time. I hope you all understand that I will not be very available. That means I don’t want you to call me every night of the week. I won’t answer. Don’t try.
My heart is going through some changes and I’m facing, as usual, some tough decisions in several areas of my life, and that’s always taxing and a little frightening. And to be honest with you, I’m on the verge of tears almost every day, just from being perpetually exhausted, stressed, worried, and sad.
So, for the next six months, I’ll be doing my best to hang in there. If all goes as I hope it will, I’ll actually end up more rested on the other side…discipline and resolution tend to yield that.
What I need from you on a regular basis? Love, mainly. Encouragement, and a lot of it. Prayer, as often as you manage to think of me. Hugs, definitely. Shoulders to cry on? Probably. Lots of support, understanding, and at times, a lot of space.
Thanks for hanging in there with me.
I look forward to seeing what happens by the end of those 6 months. :) It will be a challenge, no doubt about it, but you're a tough gal. You can do it!!!