Relationship
Posted by Rebecca Fri, 06 Jun 2008 14:53:00 GMT
A moment exists.
I am there with You, L-rd.
For a second, we are together in the garden. Nothing is hidden, and You speak openly to me. You clothe me in Your Love and I am unaware of any lack within myself. There is no fear, no contention, no panic, no sorrow. I have no knowledge of these things. You exhale and the sweetness of your breath lingers.
Now exists. Forever now.
In Now, I experience the fullness, the satisfaction, the completion that comes with the awareness of Your Presence.
Your presence. Out of time.
In time, I am still bound in this earthly skin.
I hated.
Then, I forgot you were there. For five minutes, I hated. It was Your Image, and I hated it.
I hated You.
How could I have hated You, L-rd?
Beauty. Love. Perfection. Mercy. Justice.
I hated them all.
You hold me in Your hand. I raise my wet eyes to your face and seek something I do not know.
You forgive. You forget that I hated You.
You make me remember Beauty, Love, Perfection, Mercy, Justice.
You make me remember Your Presence.
I am nothing.
You make me excellent for You.
