Trusting
Posted by Rebecca Mon, 31 Aug 2009 21:08:00 GMT
So trusting G-d is bound to be rewarding, and from what I can see so far, it is. What’s going to happen is what is going to happen, so why worry?
Well, because apparently worry is my middle name. I need a new one.
Anyway, I never knew that learning trust meant having the carpet pulled out from under your feet and stumbling around in complete darkness. It’s pretty uncool. But I know there’s something good around the corner, so that’s what I’m holding onto. Meanwhile, my attitude just sucks and I’m utterly exhausted and emotionally spent. I don’t recognize myself right now. I want the happy-go-lucky back.
Good news, though. I moved into the condo I’m buying. The glitches are being worked out and if all goes well I should be able to close really soon.
Hopefully the reduced stress and some much needed solid sleep will help with the attitude and fatigue. Here’s hoping.
"And I will lead the blind in a way that they do not know, in paths that they have not known I will guide them. I will turn the darkness before them into light, the rough places into level ground. These are the things I do, and I do not forsake them." Isaiah 42:16
That's exactly what I needed today.
Thanks.